April 27, 2009

Things that make life Special for no reason...!

Its quite astonishing, but not everyday you watch these things and laugh at its sheer innocence. Don’t know why its special, but it is for some good reason unknown to us now. We three gals me, M nd J, didn’t have any idea why we did that, but we are quite proud of what we did some 4 yrs back.

We met Sita (M gave that name, as we didn’t knew her name) in one of journeys to ICWA classes. She was there in the bus stop looking at us with her curious eyes and she stood there when we returned from classes, I think she was hardly 10yrs that time, we didn’t made much fuzz of it thinking what a small girl like her is doing in that bus stop for such a long time. It was J's initiative, after some shopkeeper there remarked that this girl is roaming around that areas for the last 2-3 days that we though we should call the NGO we knew through one of our friend. We didn’t had any whereabouts about the girl and after a through medical check-up we came to know that she cant talk(doctor even told us, she was not by birth.). May be bcoz we took the initiative we had to go through some headaches including police (the processes anyone have to face if they try to do something good). We girls in our twenties were not so sure whether we should do anything more or just leave the place. The whole atmosphere was actually was making me feel like I should immediately leave the place and should never come back again.

But against our wishes, though we left the place, we went there again after a week, coz we were actually feeling guilty to disappear that way. She was in good health (she was actually looking like human) and those curious eyes were looking more good in her current shape, she gave us a sweet smile reminding us that she didn’t forget us yet. That time we went with a small box of chocolate, we didn’t knew what exactly were her needs. It was again J’s idea to sponsor her, and like blind supporters me and M followed her. Initially it started with 300-500 each depending on how much we can save from our pocket money. As our pocket money increased our we pooled more. It was more than enough for her small needs as that NGO also gave support in the way of food and education, we were just taking care of her other needs.

We three got our jobs, got more busy with life,J and M got married and moved further away, but made sure that we do send what was required and at times calls to Chennai, just to make sure that she is fine, we do have a wish of hearing her voice someday, don’t know when, but for the time being we are happy hearing from her Ayas that she is fine and she pretty intelligent student. We don’t know how long we will do this, we do not feel it’s a great thing, but we are happy in someway that we did something when the rest were just watching. Like J always say small deeds matters more than the words you say…A silent deed can b sometimes powerful than a thousand words...

PS:- I do have two tags to finish, i have been tagged by two ppl, i wil post that next

April 16, 2009

100 Truths About Me..!!!

Open Tag of Dewdrops , Sounded pretty interesting...

So Here Goes...........

1. Last beverage: Coffee
2. Last phone call: My father
3. Last text message: from My friend Deep.
4. Last song you listened to: Masakali (Delhi 6)
5. Last time you cried: Two weeks back ( after a long time, i am terrible at it, so never again will do that)


6. Dated someone twice: Nope..
7. Been cheated on? : No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? Errr... Nooo......
9. Lost someone special? Not really, bt lost someone very close...
10. Been depressed? Yeah.. may b, in a smal way
11. Been drunk and threw up? Never :)


12. Black
13. Pink
14. White
15. Blue

16. Made new friends: Yes
17. Fallen out of love: No
18. Laughed until you cried: Tonnes of times!!!
19. Met someone who changed you: Yes...!!!!! (changed my outlook.. to be exact)
20. Found out who your true friends were: Yes........ and veryyyyyyyyyy proud to know
21. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.... (Hmm.. pretty surprising... u knw)


22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nooo
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I dnt know most of them in
my real life.. than my frnds who read the blog n go without commenting (lazyy ppl)
24. How many kids do you want to have: One... may b Two :)
25. Do you have any pets: I had a Labrador... (still miss him a lot...... such a cutyy pie)
26. Do you want to change your name: No... I love it..
27. What did you do for your last birthday: Spent time watching movie n a dinner with my
sweeet pals.. (cant forget the surprices that T n A gave that day.
28.What time did you wake up today: 7.30 a.m.. (my miad was ringing the bell like hell)
29. What were you doing at midnight last night: hearing music, writing SMS
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Go to one place ( its my small wish)
31. Last time you saw your father: 23 days back... :) (went home last month)
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Bit more expressive... may b
33. Most visited web page: My blog :) / Facebook / GMail


34. Name: :) Devil
35. Nicknames: Ummm... lotttttttttt..... of names
36. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius, i am more a leo according to many ppl, leo being my moon sign.
37. Male or female or transgender : Female
38. Elementary: Some schools across the country... been to 2-3 schools, thnx my fathers job.
39. Colleges: Yes... one of the best in kerala... n hyd
40. Hair color: Black
41. Long or short: Shoulder-length
42. Height: Bit above 5
43. Do you have a crush on someone? not reallyyyyyyyy a crush... no i dnt think so...
44. Ever been in love? I am still trying to figure out
45. Piercings? Pierced ears
46. Tattoos? No
47. Righty or lefty: Righty..............( pretty gud with left hand, if i wanna attcak smeone :).....)
48. First surgery: None.........thnk god
49. First piercing: At the age of 2 I guess.... may b even before that.
50. First best friend: Madhu, (i had a frnd before that, bt even realising, that my best frnd, i lost,
due to fate)
51. First sport you loved: and still love - shuttle badminton (was pretty good at one point of
52. First pet : A doggy named 'Johnson', when i was a kid ( i never saw such a caring animal in
my entire life)
53. First vacation: Dont remember really, i think it was to bangalore
54. First concert: Carnatic music concert of Dr.Balamurali Krishna (my father still says, he was
surprised to see a baby listening to carnatic music like that)
55. First crush : I think Matt Damon, :) ,
56. Eating: Nothing right now
57. Drinking: Nothing now
58. I'm about to: Check my gmail, its been 2days since i checked it.
59. Listening to: Dil Gira (Delhi 6)
60. Waiting for: My brother's call


61. Want kids? Yes, ofcourse
62. Want to get married? Yeh sure.......... the question is When? n to Whom?
63. Careers in mind? management ofcourse, (start a business later on, something is actually
going in my mind for a long time... let c)


64. Lips or eyes: Eyes
65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs...may b
66. Shorter or taller: Taller definitely
67. Older or Younger: Older
68. Romantic or spontaneous: Both..!!!
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice Arms
70. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

73. Kissed a stranger: Nope....Never
74. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't use either
76. Broken some one's heart: Dnt know
77. Had your own heart broken: Not till nw......
78. Been arrested: Nope
79. Turned someone down: Yess
80. Cried when someone died: Yes, once.
81. Liked a friend that is a girl? Hmm i love all my frnds


81. Yourself: Yes... Completely ... quite blindly
82. Miracles: Yes, it keeps happening at the most unexpected time..
83. God: Yes
84. Love at first sight: No....!
85. Heaven: Havnt really thought abt that...
86. Santa Claus: Yes.. i love that concept
87. Kiss on the first date? Well........ No
88. Angels: Yes... always around me ... in the name of friends
89. Devils: Yes... :) I am the big one


90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Dont know actualy.. may b Yes
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Never..
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? Yes (someone is already coming in my mind)
93. Among you blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? NONE !
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? Yes......... bt didnt actualy regret :)
95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? : NEVER


96. White: Top
97. Black: Jeans
98. Red: the that saree my father gifted
99. Pink: my favourite kurta
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Yes. :)

I am not tagging any one in particular.......... so anyone can take.. :)

April 13, 2009

My Weekend Dramas...!

Summer in Mumbai is really getting worse. These days going out during day time is like next to impossible, specially during sundays. I am almost sleeping off my sundays, just coz my friends are not ready to go out during this time (well even i dont). On the other day I was planning for a Matheran journey, but then cancelled at the last moment due to the same problem.

Thank God..!! that i have some 3-4 malls near by, atleast i can hang out there in the evening.These days even the security started recognising my face.More worst is that the only place i visit regularly is CCD. My friends are already calling me CCD's brand ambassader though they recently upgraded me to be a coffee addict. The only good time is that i can go for bowling in the evening (i am finally improving u know... i can c atleast some numbers in the score board from zero)

Dont know whether i was angry towards the world or to myself, i just stopped eating the regular food and started a fruit diet for 10 days.I thought that was an impossible task, but now even i am surpriced by my own act, as i successfully completed 9 days........ Gud na.. I was just checking myself, n good to see that i wouldnt have much worries even if i did this for the next 20 days...
I know there is nothing like "impossible" in my dictionary, but then there should be always something exciting to do, otherwise life will be like a movie without emotions...

Last week, i watched fast n furious-4, i should tell you that it was a damn good movie,it was just looking like a sequel tp part-1. I enjoyed every bit of it. My friends A n T were there with me, T being a first time watcher of the movie couldnt enjoy much, but she says she liked it and A was so much into the movie that at point i got doubt whether he forgot to respond to people.. All together it was a great watch. I put a new record by eating Mc puff, potatoe wedges n hot chocolate in a span of 5 mins from McD before the movie. I just forgot that there only 5mins for the movie to begin n had to something fast. Never in my life i ate that fast, but i promised myself that i wont do that stunt again as it was creating a severe stomach pain n ofcourse my hunger was still there.

In between all these i had this feeling that i am changing, i had to re-check.. Am I? but no...Thank God, I am not, (i really dont want to). I am the way i am....Accept it....or... Back Off..

April 4, 2009


'Emotions flowing like a river,
dont keep it to reach the sea,
for then you wont even know,
Was it a feeling of love or rage'

That girl was listening to Ammalu as she spoke every word. Did she really understood what she meant, i doubt..... though i really dont know..

Ammalu sounded very much convincing like always. That girl might b wondering how Ammalu comes to know everything, even before she speaks out. She always wondered about this and it always remained a mystery. This time Ammalu is particularly on a verge to change the girl, she was trying the same thing for the last many yrs, this time also the result might be same.
Ammalu was planning for a long journey, so she wanted the girl to be ready to face any situation in Ammalu's absence. This time if she made any mistake she was sure that she wont b able to correct it.

"You should speak out, you know", I cant stand these silence. Girl was not in a mood to respond, so Ammalu had to tel again, "listen da, its not that you think, you know it wont work like this.
That girl was thinking the same thing, didnt I tell you that this wont work.

This has happened before, but ammalu always read her silence, this time even she was impatient, she finally gave up. She was feeling bad, tears were coming, Ammalu became silent as she knew there is nothing else they can talk.

May b that girl got the vibes, though she was not looking at Ammalu's face, she started speaking... finally. "I know, this is not correct", "i will decide something soon", "Dont worry, i wont dissappoint u". "Its all a matter of time, i will be fine, you see tomorrow". Ammalu also knew that she will be fine tomorrow, she was worried about that only, Coz she didnt knew when that tomorrow is going to come.